It can’t possible be that time of year again can it….I mean now that my house is somewhat organized….Haaa, Haaaa, Haaaa (trying to combine 2 house holds is hell!!!) Organized into chaos is what it is.
Well, I haven’t done a God Damn thing for Christmas this year. Nada. No tree. No decorations. Not one fricken present bought. Not one stupid Christmas Card sent. NOTHING.
It’s probably because I will not have my gorgeous and wonderful kids with me for the whole Christmas season. They leave next week on the 18th and I am already missing them and they haven’t even left yet. You know what I will be like for the 16 days that they are gone right? And if you guessed drunk off my ass, you guessed right! (asshole is only taking 4 days off of work the whole time they are there!!! What an a-hole!) And, you can just guess what my posts will be like after the 18th??……totally, uberley depressing, with ranting and raving about ass wipe shit for brains-x).
So, AF asked me the other night what I want for Christmas. That was easy……
Yep, still don’t have one. And I deserve a nice mo-fo ring this time!
My first marriage, well, we were 18 and 300 dollars sounded like a lot of money to us then. I wore that tiny, miniscule ring for 10 years. (and then, for the last remaining 6, just told him that the prongs were getting worn off so I’d better put it in my jewelry box for safe keeping…guess, I knew even then, that he was an ass-wipe waiting to happen).
Man I just re-read that and I’m already sounding depressed. Fuck.